SUDDEN IMPACT

And one day it will hit you. Why do I care so much? Why do I spend so much time, energy and thinking on something so ridiculous? Because one day you will realize that life is meant to be lived in a manner full of happiness, freedom and passion. And it’s going to hit your hard. All that time counting calories. All that time buying special foods. All that time exercising. All that time allowing the scale to dictate your mood. All that time staring into the mirror with disgust. All that time stuffing your face full of food with shame. All that time obsessing that you ate dessert. All that time lying. All that time measuring. All that time purging; swearing it will be your last. All that time isolating. All that time hating yourself. All that time being absolutely everything you are not.

You’ll break down. You’ll cry. You’ll think it’s too late. You’ll think your way of life is so set in stone; so why bother changing? You’ll regret and you’ll be in denial. You’ll think you’ve ruined your life. You’ll have an identity crisis. You’ll think this is the end. And I’m telling you… this is just the beginning. ~Britt